Slept like crap last night, still on the holiday routine I guess. First day back at work, blaaaaaargh. I thought maybe after a couple weeks off, the stupid customers and grating coworkers wouldn't make me grit my teeth and run for the quiet of the warehouse... but no, they still do. Damn near first thing in the morning, the idiot out back gets snarky at one simple question, so that brightened up my day immediately!
You know when you feel the tears and the pain just behind your eyes, and one tiny thing makes it almost come rushing out? Today was one of those mornings.
On a positive note, after all the shit happening in my life recently, strep yet again, a cousin's suicide and then the holidays with a bit of a damper, I finally got back to my boot camp. Reeeeeally didn't feel like it this morning, but as the day wore on, it just seemed kind of inevitable, so it didn't feel too forced. Felt good actually.
Amazing how much less thought and inspiration one has during a week day than a free day... anyway, that's all for now.
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