Moody

I hate the feeling when you don't know how a relationship is doing. Some times are good, but are there enough good times to outweigh the bad times. And the bad times pop up randomly. I thought women were supposed to be the moody, pissy ones when they are on their period? He's on his period all the fucking time, and apparently, when I get moody once a month, it's irrational! Ugh, I just want to yell at him that he's such a fucking hypocrite all the time!  Sometimes I think I don't need this in my life right now. I have enough stress finding work and a place to live over here (which I have to do because of him, by the way) without having to worry about his moods.

It just seems like we only talk when he wants to talk, and then when I start sharing an opinion, he says he's done with the conversation. It's starting to wear on my patience, and he's such a hypocrite about a lot of other stuff. And he's the one telling me he doesn't know if he likes who I am. Fuck that shit.