Sex

It's kinda worrying that we don't have sex as much as we used to, even though we've been away from each other for 4 months. It started when I got here, I was unfortunately on my flow, so no sex for like the first 4 days I was here, then his roommates were home for the weekend, so the first time we finally got to bone was 11 in the morning and the cleaners were downstairs. Hot. I don't know why I don't feel horny these days! It's just too freaking hot here. Thank Einstein the mercury is going to drop this week so maybe we will want to cuddle under the sheets and hopefully progress to some squeeky-squeek. It sucks living with roommates that we have to fuck around. I much prefer it back at my place that we have a set schedule to work with.

It feels like he's lost sexual interest in me sometimes. In front of his friends he wants us to be like just friends, and save all the coupley stuff for when we are alone. So I said fine, I'll try it for a bit, but when he treats me like that all day, while still expecting me to get him stuff and carry all his shit around like a girlfriend, it pisses me off! If you want one, you have to give me at least a bit of affection in public, or you can fucking get your beer and food your fucking self! It's not just a relationship when you fucking want it to be! GAH!